Black hole...












The center of my chest is  dark

have you ever noticed young lad?

The darkness that soaks in,
my pride,
my life and my soul,
and then leaves the door,
Ajar;

The center of my chest is murky  
I am sure, you find it tad
The murk that engulfs,
my notion of life,
my slender sleek smile,
my deliberately forced pout,
and  then leaves a doubt
like the thick misty nuit.

The center of my chest is vacant
like vacuum, pulling me apart
The vacancy that sucks in,
my thoughts,
my relations and my demeaning shores,
and then leaves me hollow,
in a mask.

When the mask goes up,
is when I realize.
it's not the center of my chest that's dark
but my encephalon,
pulling me so deep that the gravity shall fail.
stealing my insight that my conscience shall  break,
opposing my gloom and shading it in doom,
Oh, lord.


I am a Black Hole, consuming myself,

when all I need is a,
Push.

Realization that's so delayed,
darkness made me a myriad triad
of life,
of sin,
and of strength.

The need of belonging
my mother makes me aware,
Ridiculed demons that haunt
cannot stop my sister daunt.
  
My heart then pops the red,
and that exact moment,
I snap out,of  disdain.


A black hole no matter what

I try to sustain.
For love is much deeper than the
black hole itself..

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